When I was in lower food management while being an efficiency advisor and trying to run a non-profit recording live bands during the Millenniayt Punk Movement in southern Midwest america, I was in your type of position.

I was an overnight manager and I was a training manager, both something I'm good at. But nothing really vibed and I didn't even get full pay. Was making crew pay as a double manager, hince why I had a second job. My 2 kids were toddlers at the time. But my passion was the band thing and recoding the missed moments for others.

Eventually I had a heart attack and had to change jobs. Eventually after, I found a job doing forklifting and inventory management. Everything wasn't perfect but it all vibed better together with my life. During that job I wrote PvtPpr on a cell phone. A whole new way to hashnet in JS. Sometimes just changing job location, buiss or career path makes the difference and it will show through your passion work and code/projects when the different parts of your life vibe overall.

Breathdeep.EXE and remember, you can look for work while still doing it all. Just spend a certain amount of time on it per specific time period, like only on days off, and eventually you'll find something worth making the change. Back then before my heart attack I thought, time fixes everything. But from the heart attack I realized, things don't change like how you'd like unless its your actions that causes the change.

Best of luck to you sir.

Sincerely,

--3Douglas Pihl

[DigiMancer]