I've been living with my girlfriend for 3 weeks and it feels weird. We are trying to get back to normal but I don't feel any progress. This summer we did something that I don't know if we regret but that has changed our relationship. Talking one night about fetishes, I told her something she already knows, that I like her to swallow my cum. She does it almost always so it wasn't something she didn't know. But speaking about it was different.

She told me that she didn't dislike it. Which isn't something she would have thought of doing, but she was fine with it. I told her that I wish I could cum a lot more like a bukakke. She said she didn't know what that was. It's possible. She's pretty simple, I've known her since teenagers. In another conversation she asked about my will again and asked if I would like to save the semen in a bottle or something. I told her that that was disgusting, that it had to be in the moment, not with rotten cum.

Weeks passed and at the end of summer, the topic came up at a dinner with friends. She was surprised to be the only one who didn't know what the bukakke were. We were debating whether swallowing sperm without touching the cock is being cucked or not. We are Spanish so the topic of Torbe and premiumbukakke is well known. Washing the dishes, she told me that if I wanted to see her swallowing a lot of sperm, my friends could cum in a glass. I almost dropped the plate on the floor, but I said "maybe... maybe", without thinking too much. I thought it was a joke, but in my head I wanted to imagine it. At the end I told her it would be a funny joke to them.

When I realized, she was explaining it to my friends with a glass of nutella in her hand. At first my friends didn't react. For me there was a silence that lasted for hours. But she insisted and brought the glass closer to the first one. He looked at me like "man, this is serious" and I was freezed, and only said something like "whatever."

I was curious but I really thought that at some point the joke would stop. He dropped his pants and not even in 30 seconds he had come. It Was happening. I felt dizzy, everything was surreal. One of my friends said he was leaving, but he stayed at the door. The other 5 came in the glass. One of them asked if he could cum directly in her mouth. She told him no, and she brought the glass to him. It was the most disgusting cum I have ever seen, thick and yellow. So yellow that it looked like urine, but it was very dense, in more quantity than the other cumshots. Without any ceremony for them, she returned to me, and she offered me the glass. I didn't react so she grabbed my cock and started jerking me. I came in the glass over that yellow shit. It looked like a white core on a yellow soup. The glass was approximately half full, mostly yellow. She brought the glass to her mouth and drank it as if it were water, too fast to "enjoy" the moment. It stopped halfway through. The yellow mass did not go down the glass, just the white cum. She stood with her mouth open, hitting the glass until the sticky stuff got into her mouth at once, like a meatball. It was the only time she said anything, like she had to chew it. Some of my friends did a nervous laught about her comment. At the end she thanked my friends and asked me if it was as I imagined. None of us were able to say anything.

My friends and I haven't talked about it again. She and I continue having sex as always but we haven't talked about it either. She only asked me once if I was okay or if she had upset me.

I have the feeling that the relationship has changed forever. On the one hand I feel satisfied, on the other, regretful. I have the feeling of pretending that this has not happened, but I feel blocked and I think that at the same time I could enjoy this new stage, but she is so simple that it is difficult for me to talk about these strange things, as if they were something so normal.