Getting on my knees at night, in the morning and mentally throughout the day in prayer has kept me out of a bottle that I entered 40 years ago and was not able to leave in peace. That's how I'm rolling and I'm grateful to God for taking it away!

It's a passing thought in situations where I would typically roll into a place and grab a road soda and carry some booze home to drink while I was playing with my computer wasting time. I was definitely not a social drinker.

Now I enjoy the company of people and I'm available for all who need me. It's amazing...

I'm reading more and I'm even talking on extra jobs because I can! It's not my will either other than I've asked God for help and he gave it. Full retard surrender.