This is what keeps me up at night:

I came back from Costa Rica with flying colors.

My vitals were amazing, my blood was perfect. I was completely back normal & beyond.

I was swimming at the same pro-level I always did.

Now, I got beaten by police, was sent to the hospital & the results of my blood were alarming

My heart is heavy, I havea lung & uretha infection from being immuno-compromised & cannot take antibiotics,

My heart is heavy.

I'm under severe pain, distress. I could collapse at any moment & there is no medicine to help but I am expected to do a turn around.

I will fucking do it. I will #stayhard #lethalgaspoisoningsurvivor