Cheer up and chin up. It’s a hard path to walk, one day you will have enough and do what you must. In the meantime focus on stacking.

I worked in a factory for years and it sucked ass 😂 until I realized that we only have one life and I was not going to stay there miserably for “money”. Start looking for Bitcoiner jobs or some other area that you’re more comfy with. Monotony slowly kills you