Confession:

I'm in my most difficult phase of my Bitcoin journey so far. Everything has been a walk in the park so far: Bull market, bear market, sleepless nights in the rabbit hole, endless Bitcoin discussions at meetups, incredible experiences at Bitcoin events, co-founding a Bitcoin podcast that will soon have 250 episodes under its belt, making great pleb friends, changing my standard of living, stacking like a psychopath.

Yes, Bitcoin has changed my life in a big way. I've become freer.

But here comes the pain:

I see the light at the end of the tunnel - I know where it is all going: my personal hyperbitcoinization. The complete detoxification from the fiat world. BUT, it still takes time. More time and patience. Mentally, I'm already there. I see the matrix as it is. At the same time, I'm still a part of it. The knowledge that it still needs time, that I still have to play the fiat game for a while, torments me every day. Do you know this state?