I remember my ex-husband letting in our apartment his esoteric friend who left few tabletsfor cleansing energies under furniture. Mostly my places. I got an instant fever for 4 days, it was like getting hit by a bus. I had a massage salon, sometimes used to do tarot, energy readings and astral travelling. It went well with the massages, although I'm more sceptical and practical being. Imagine witches from Discworld - it's all whoo and interesting, but blocked spine or bad habits won't be saved by wearing pretty stones.

Fast forward roughly 12 years, and I abandoned all my esoteric experiences. Some of them were rich, good and bad, but it was time to leave my intuition and crazy dreams to cherish the grind. And raising the kids.

Yesterday I had few silent hours, so I started talking to "them" and asked for help. I'm so exhausted, trash eating, clogged up from any point of view. Long story short: this time they were two shining like tiny stars, and asked if I'm serious about it. One then moved in me, started repeating to throw everything out and guess what. I got down with fever, I can't even move. Like being hit by a bus.

Now I never bothered to learn about this communication, "they" were simply always by especially during tough times. I'd appreciate some resources from local witches. nostr:nprofile1qqsz7543nls5prmfac8fp8kcljkp8rzlxuxqth3y7rvrwzk6096jxgcpzemhxue69uhkummnw3ex2mrfw3jhxtn0wfnj7qg4waehxw309aex2mrp0yhxgctdw4eju6t09uq35amnwvaz7tms09exzmtfvshxv6tpw34xze3wvdhk6tc4nvptu nostr:nprofile1qqsv3m5rar0chlx6aql7adwjvpagfqjzucf355jgpjnl6qex94yk5vsppfmhxue69uhhwumn9uq32amnwvaz7tmjv4kxz7fwv3sk6atn9e5k7tcpz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj72slr65