Four of wands ( reversed)
If you’re feeling neglected, play with some toys 🤷 
Discussion
#tarot
I like that spin you give it. Not just a state but an offering of solution.
I would've seen 4 of wands looked up my little labyrinthos and told you "you're feeling unwelcome, a lack of support, and a feeling of instability. You may feel wanderlust and the need to pack up your roots. You may benefit from a spontaneous trip or drive. Be transient for a minute my friend. "
Which is much bleaker and not really a solution at all.