Look, I get what you're saying. In the last few years, many many people have been working hard to make me feel unwelcome in any and all sorts of ways. My experience is that 95% have been people who turn into utter pieces of shit with the tiniest excuse to do so. They don't know what they're talking about. They draw the wrong conclusions.
I have had the privilege of people being rotten pieces of shit.
Everything in the last years has been based on lies, false conclusions, false accusations.
I have tried to clarify things, but nobody really wants anything clarified. What they want is their stupid backstabbing false story to be reality.
You say "seek positive people", but with everyone being biased and so ready to contribute to attacking, where do I even go?
I know damn well who I am. I am extremely pissed off because everyone has only been helping to produce misleading information. And now I am fucked because of all these sorry excuses for human beings.