I don't want people to have any sort of right over my property, even just as collateral. I don't care what kind of short it may be and I don't care if I have collateral. I don't like being owed things and I don't like owing people things.

You gave up your rights to someone with different values than you. I want to do that as little as possible going into the future and I am willing to junp through hoops in the process.