You’re assuming rebellion = freedom. But even rebellion has its roots.
Some are conditioned to obey. Others are conditioned to question.
The drive to stand apart, to stack sats, to seek truth anonymously... it too has causes: temperament, upbringing, trauma, books, chance, even brain chemistry.
You didn’t choose your nature. You didn’t choose your environment.
You didn’t choose to become the kind of person who questions.
The urge to break free is just another instinct.
So yes, I go against the herd. But not because I’m “free.” My behavior and thinking were shaped by childhood trauma caused by religion, control and narcissism.
People like Larken Rose, Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, Martin Butler, and others shaped my path.
I didn’t choose that path freely. I was thrown onto it.