ah, it's quite nice here at the new house. about the only annoying thing is farmers nearby have some machine that makes a big bang every half hour or so. at first i thought they were shooting rabbits but no, i think it's to scare off pigeons that would eat the seeds tehy plant.

i'm very far away from anything, nearest place that is hardly ever open with groceries and stuff is a mile down a very steep hill, and then nearest after that is 4 miles away, and nearest proper supermarket is like 8 miles away.

and yeah, those doctors and the drug and food and agricultural companies are all pure fucking evil. the doctors depend on people getting sick, to sell them drugs that they wouldn't need if they ate proper food, and the farmers are herded into using all this shit, the pesticides, the GMO seeds, and the products are also toxic.

i sometimes get mildly suicidal over it because i have been sick from their steadily escalating buffet of poisons and "medicines" for the last 40 years and i suffer a lot of pain, my vision has been half way fucked up, my sleep is completely rekt most of the time, just slept about 5 hours last night and wake up wide awake.

oh yeah and of course, not to forget, the sun and earth join the party of death as well, i'm sure that the increased ingress of solar energy due to the weakening magnetic field is impacting me too, the stats on that are pretty clear: solar storms trigger people to go loopy.