Done trying tbh. I seek opportunity constantly just to be let down beacuse i cant grab it.
Hell, 98% of the new shit here since I've joined I can't even grasp, understand, or use....
Learning things is very difficult for me and I usually need someone in person to walk me through it, or be given instructions that a 5th grader could follow.
The world moves to fast now a days for anyone to take the time out of their day to help anyone like myself.
*shrug