since the last day or two i have felt really unable to do the kind of thinking i usually can do

i am not sure what is the cause but i have changed around my routine a bit and maybe it's that

sitting here trying to add this memguard thing and create a configuration, ... and a database to store the data in, is just too much for me this evening.

i am not so foggy in the morning when i get up, but by a bit after lunch time this has been the case for now going on 3 days

i think i need to back track and stop some things that have re-emerged, mainly consuming caffeinated beverages.

tomorrow is sunday, i shall partake in a mass, and re-confirm to myself to not consume caffeinated beverage.

my mind feels like a slippery fish that won't let me hold it long enough to step even two steps away from the intention.

i'm turning off the IDE and gonna just zone out to some kingdom 2 crowns for a bit and it's bedtime

the overwhelming feeling of the last few days is that i'm not sleeping well

this is probably just fatigue and i've been wiggling out of maintaining the measures that returned my brain to me, and paying the price of having no brain