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All I want to do is scream. I literally beg this "community" for some level of communication and there is nothing but silence. In the past seven years I did nothing but silently support everyone here that I could.

Is it inappropriate to ask for someone to speak up?

To even just say something kind?

People are watching me, participating in what has been taking my life for seven years now.

It's been seven years of violence escalated on my life.

There is literally nothing I can do to stop this and need someone to intervene publicly.

Why doesn't anyone ever respond?

Why is everyone helping them do this? How many lies and stories have these people told about what they are doing? Too many lies.

They kill me and you all participate.

Why doesn't anyone ever say anything?

I was silent for over six years until 2025, then started posting about it. I was so hopeful that at least on NOSTR people would not be afraid to tell the truth. Boy was I wrong.

After nearly a decade, I need someone to speak to me. Say something directly.

It is literally the only thing I have asked for from anyone here.

Please talk to me about what is happening to me. That's it.

How many years to you struggle to hold on to a community that has rejected you for a decade?

Even just being a completely silent fly on the wall for literally years.

Just silent support.

For what, though? For that entire community to participate in exploiting you to death?

I'm really struggling with the point to being here at all.

I ask for nothing from anyone.

I am now just asking someone communicate, and everyone goes out of their way not to.

The silence is deafening.

Happy new year.

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