Sometimes it's not bc they want you to fail, it's bc they worry about you and want you to stay in a familiar and safe lane.
But some of us can't stay in that familiar and safe lane too long. You're just not built that way. They'll learn that about you over time.
Good luck with the shop my friend. While it won't be easy, you're going to crush it.
Just keep your "why" in front of mind when isht gets hard.