i think it is interesting i finally have my earthing mats and sheet, and i'm about fit to lose my vision, and i'm on holidays, probably got another week before i'm really needed to focus, it's probably time for me to stay more distant from the flickering screen

idk, i love programming a lot but i need to catch up on 3 big books, i need to steel myself to fast for at least 3 weeks, to be sure i put this blindness further away, and i could probably do with burning a bit of fat these days, i think i'm fatter than i've ever been, very nearly

i pray that these earthing things, and the words i will ingest, will feed my soul and brace me for what i have up ahead

i am very practised at seeing things, it feels like i would lose my greatest asset if i lost my vision fully

not to mention it's annoying as fuck working with electronic devices like this