Emotional rant:

As some of you know, my grandmother isn't doing all that well. She's 98. She was a strong and self sufficient 98 until 3 months ago. Since then, I've spent several sleepless nights in the ER saying goodbye to her, as we were told she was not going to make it through the night, to only have her rebound and recover. Ever since this rollercoaster started, I've spent nearly every single day with her during my lunch hour throughout the week. It's a lot.

She's once again not doing well, and based on past experiences, I assume she'll be back in the ER soon. It's a very real fear of mine that she'll pass away while I'm in Las Vegas next week.

This shit is stressing me out.

Thanks for letting me rant.