I think you get what you deserve. Life's quite meritocratic. It's quite hard to notice the shit going on while you live your life half asleep at best. Try to rethink how you were thinking just moments before waking up to what you know now. Identify the exact moment that made you say A-ha! That jump in reasoning is what they can't do at the moment. It's like Einstein was saying: "We cannot solve our problems with the same kind of thinking we used when we created them". Simply put, things are invisible until they're not. Bitcoin pays off handsomely in this regard.

Also, it's really hard to admit you were believing silly stuff. It takes a lot of courage to do so. It's easier to continue believing same old crap thinking, well, at least this life ends at some point. And then bang, you get to be respawned in [redacted].