No honest answer
You're deflecting
Because you're alone
You have a hard time making friends
Every girl is a whore to you because you're insecure
You're chasing after Dorsey and God knows he loves to be chased but it looks like you're barking up the wrong tree
You can't let go
But if you did and you calmed down your ego that you developed to protect yourself
You might find yourself a nice insane esoteric loving weirdo that makes you feel validated