i did that once miscalculating with meth and before you know it i'm seeing shadow demons popping out of the back of my brain, and looking them in the eye, and realising that they were an embodiment of my shadow
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haha, on reflection, i'm probably the only christian shaman taoist psychedelic methhead acid mushroom industrial metal loon in this place, no wonder my feed is so crazy
m, if u haven't figured meth bad, just keep doing it & u will imho
lol, very hard to find actual meth, 3 out of 4 attempts on the darkweb were idk wtf
it's easy to not go off the rails with it when the dose is exact and you take it orally and use it as a medicine
i generally avoid a lot of things these days because almost everything makes me get cramps
i miss weed but i'm nowhere near any place where i can be getting or chilling with that, plus it makes me kinda stupider
literally main thing these days is ristretto and wine