Librem maybe?
Discussion
I hadn't heard of Librem before, maybe. I'll have to do some research.
If i may humbly offer an opinion, with no judgment, based on our interactions, i think the Librem would appeal to your mind and values, but in daily use, it would frustrate you.
Then again, you might be the kind of guy who likes to
start with the heavy weight, and force your body to adapt faster.