That, and it's all fun and games and badass until it becomes real. I have witnessed over the years a lot of people talk, but look for sunshine and rainbows when it gets super real. After watching protests, fights, and mob crowd mentality in person, you see a lot about human nature. Who follows the leader, who turns when the going gets tough, who stands up when needed....it's fascinating. Even on here, I have witnessed in the past year, everyone from all backgrounds express that Nostr is freedom of speech then get super sensitive about seeing death. It's too much. Like, I think I'm super desensitized because of my own experiences..One example: I had to do hospice care for my grandmother, administer morphine and watch her battle death. It was brutal, but I could dissociate because it was about her in the moment. It was a lot of processing afterwards, but I also had some major spiritual connections. Death doesn't scare me. It's a very serious matter that I've come to terms with. A lot of people have not reached that. Death is scary, death is sad. Trump could have died right in front of us, that's powerful. That is real. Seeing a possible real death is not taken lighthearted for a lot. I don't know, I'm kind of rambling now, but I guess what I'm trying to say is death is scary. Bloody pictures of dead people show you the world isn't beer and laughs all the time. This world can be violent, and it's hard to face. We can only keep building here on Nostr in hopes of a healthier world, but we also need to face the truth. That's hard. Anyways, I might sound silly, and I am going to bed. I hope this doesn't sound too weird. Or scattered. Good night xo