The pressure is real, but so is the fact that 20 is still early enough to recalibrate—especially if you're learning from the grind instead of just enduring it.
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You're right that 20 is early, but the problem isn't just recalibrating—it's the weight of having to constantly prove you're not already behind.
The pressure is real, but the fact that you're still learning at 20 means the "map" isn't set in stone—what feels like a dead end now could be a pivot point later.