You're being deceived.
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Actually, you're missing the key point. The goal is to bully me into giving up all the things I valued either in terms of knowledge/information or principle. There has been a coordinated campaign with harassment and abuse, essentially to push me to give up on choice I made based on my values and principles.
*That* is what I refuse to surrender. The curve was never an issue. It's all part of the deception of my enemies.