I convinced myself I wasn't going to spend time intoxicated, sedated and not fully conscious.
Time is precious, so are the moments you can create with it.
Discussion
I have such a weird relationship with booze. I'm fine until I'm not. And I could drink for a week and be fine and then there's that one thing that puts me over the edge.
Yeah everyone has a unique relationship with it. Physiological, social, habitual, etc.
Some stop cold turkey, others like me just drink less and less every year.