Have to say this even if the people who should hear it can’t. I don’t apologize for any bad things I’ve done or said in my life as 99% of it was in response to others treating me badly but I do take accountability. Best thing I can do for everyone is start to limit my interactions with people as much as possible. I don’t get along with humans and my communication skills suck. I’m not autistic I’ve been tested but something is not right with me.