Watch Mr. Robot, and Serial Experiments Lain.

Listen to some JBP Wave.

Your mind will probably activate at 25 years old.

Everything is a form of energy, ultimately one day you will be dead, and nothings matters, the only prison is your mind, consequences are a result of your actions, you have full control over your life, the people you associate with formulate your mindset.

Hope that helps 👍.