So it seems but seems can always be misleading.. that ive arrived at the place.. that is the reason why i got abused 4,5 yrs ago by ppl i havent met at that point in time.. and would have never met if i didnt get abused..

Whats the equation here?

Its pretty spot on this time around with the conversation that make no sense but are being had with ppl that will never matter after what I experienced 4,5 yrs ago.

Wheres the fucking exit from this shit that’s supposedly a life.