Why is my 20000 sat zap not showing up on the note, even though my node is telling me it definitely left my wallet?

I've now zapped it twice, for 40000 sats.

That is confusing that the zaps disappear. I'm totally baffled.

So the first zap for 20000 went through and I can provide hash and pre-image, but the next one failed. Is the bet on, or no?