Totally understand where you are coming from. I’ve had a similar experience. What I’ve learned over the years that most work friends are shallow and don’t really mean much. Most of the time people are looking to make friends so they can network and advance their career.

Since leaving my job and working for myself, those connections have evaporated but I’m ok with that. The only thing true in life is family. Highly recommend having kids! Such a joy and a blessing to be honest. Couldn’t imagine my life without them. You would be a great mother!