It’s dicey to recommend music, anywhere to anyone, but sometimes you have to, just to be you.
All I can say is that I heard this years ago on local community radio, it affected me so much I spent a month tracking it down, now it’s on my playlist forever.
Just laying it down here, no explanation. Don’t judge in the first minute, it’s a journey you’ve never been on.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NlXrZHuwHU&list=PLMZSD5wWFGQqV1CAcwQ0TPReI2a9GDwXF&index=6