I gave up PayPal last year after 20 years and I see similar things. Sometimes I use Fold but small transactions would be better.

When my node says I routed a transaction and I get 1.023 sats I am really happy.

Sats really are a miracle.

Lightning nodes for self hosting aren't easy (for people who over think things... Me) but they are rewarding.

Learning to be the bank is exciting.