I did a heavy dose of LSD during the halving and there was a point where I was seeing multiple realities with different characters everywhere. And I was repeatedly trying to figure out if what I'm experiencing is real.

I have never been religious and growing up considered myself a atheist but I probably fit the label of agnostic more accurately. During the trip, I came to the conclusion that faith in God (the part of God that I experience everyday is my own consciousness), and trusting those that care for you is the only way out of a situation where logic and your senses fail you.

Also realized that, since we are born, we are always trying to figure out what is true and what isn't. And that starts with trusting that your mother will do the correct (true) thing.

Seemed very profound at that time, don't know how I feel about it now.