It makes me want to say a prayer yes

I’ve beaten it, does that count?

Slaughtered a chicken. Definitely won’t be taking a broiler for granted, and that’s just a small animal.

I'm not trying to be a dick, I swear. Maybe it's my lack of understanding of English, but I think there's some ambiguity here in a very uncomfortable way.

I've harvested and butchered my own deer for many years. It's hard but satisfying work. Even after many kills, I still don't like doing it.