Of course, but it was required to do it in the past to transform you from that to this. That's why regrets are for pussies. Doesn't matter how retarded it was, once you own it you build great strength from it. I dare to say the retarded the experience the greater the present.

There's lot of holly people who were absolute menaces in the first part of their lives. Then something mysterious happens and they do a 180 suddenly. Many such cases.