It makes perfect sense. I’m 100% with you in your frustration.
If you love truth, you will always hate lies. And if you love your neighbours, you will always suffer, if people deceive them, and even harm their faith.
The only thing that keeps me going, is to remember, that Jesus warned us of false prophets in the time before he’s coming. And Paul wrote to the Thessalonians, that prior to Christ’s coming there will “come a falling away first”, and man, there is a lot of falling away happening!
There is no hope in politicians, and preachers preaching for financial gain. Maybe there will be Saul to Paul situations. God only knows.
When I am overwhelmed by the evilness and the ruthless lies of this world, I part from the daily routine and seek God in prayer, in his word, in his creation and remember all his blessings in my life. And I get better. And then we go on and present God’s truth to this fallen world again. I believe this is the Christian walk of life. Millions have walked it before us. 🫂