lately, i have noticed quite a bit of fear in myself around ambiguity in life - around making choices in the context of uncertainty. i have been exploring this fear in contrast to my desire to live a magical life - one full of unexpected, unplanned experiences and opportunities, delightful surprises. if every moment of my life is planned out, strategized, placed into a big-picture goal, and fit onto a linear A-to-B path, then there is little space for magic to flow. i’ve effectively planned and strategized delightful surprises right out of my life. it seems to me that it is in the context of ambiguity and openness - coupled with positive expectation and anticipation - that magical experiences and opportunities can flow into life in dynamic and delightful ways