You ever have one of those things that you like even though it depresses the hell out of you & gets you feeling upset or sad. Well this is mine!
The first time I heard this was some movie with Drew Barrymoore in it I wish I could remember the name of it but basically it's a relationship movie where she meets some guy they start going out & they get into heroine & other drugs & the movie portrays how they are toxic to each other showing how they are both falling apart the longer they continue to go out with each other. This song plays if I remember correctly after they get into a fight & the dude cracks Drew across the face & then they both do some drugs & their laying on the floor & shes cuddling up behind him.
She realizes in this moment she has to break up with him but she really does love him. It's a long dragged out moment with this song shes like nodding off on his back while she realizes shes gotta leave him. It fucks me up because I was in that situation once not the doing hardcore drugs being in a toxic relationship that was really killing me & I really did love her. It's really hard to have to go through something like this when your with someone for years who was killing who you are every way possible bringing you down to a level you couldn't even fathom would exist.
Word to the wise hell does exist & you can be tortured so that you would hurt yourself in order to feel good or escape being stuck in the duality of both is madness & when you fall your mind goes feral.
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