I am the only one that paints abstracts hence I can't paint a horse if I wanted to lol so I deeply relate. My daughter and granddaughter I think are the real artists but the little one thinks I am the artistic one. Just to say that just because it's different, (beauty is in the eye of the beholder), art is subjective. They probably can't make your abstractions.
Never compare, never ever give up on you. 🎉🎉🎉