You're not going to believe me. The best way is for you to find out on your own.
You've exhausted this much energy... Why not direct your energy and focus into something productive?
I'm curious of what you did that is worse.
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The worst thing I've done is be wasteful on purpose to cause random deaths knowing humans are so bad the ones dying will probably deserve it on some level and there's probably nothing they can do to me about it because I'm a rich, smart American.
I'm as impacted by eliza being pretty as anyone else, I'm not going to prosecute her for you on petty crimes