So with bitcoin it is even more difficult for me. I always hesitate to tell someone about it because of security concerns.

And yes, nostr really showed me, how much similar people like me are out there and what could be possible with friendships! But in a way that makes it a little more sad that i don’t have it with people locally close.

Its not negative in itself but i keep asking myself if i will regret it. Since i also heard that not putting much time in friendships is one of the top regrets of the dying