Yea I think I got over the feeling sorry for myself and negative thought stage not being to get around and knowing how much longer before any real activity got to me a bit. Plus had doubts about will I ever be to same. After reading up I feel way better. A lot better information out there now then ever before. With so many athletes getting it recently the science behind it keeps improving. Its definitely a more mental challenge then a physical one. I will overcome. Glad your dark days are way behind and your living life. I'll get there later this year.