i lay myself down to rest & the pain begins in my head. Soothing pain rushes & spreads all around & down my neck, when I close my eyes I hope to find release but instead all I hear is I hate you over & over again. You betrayed yourself & it cost you times 10 over a feeling of love i'll never have again.

I pray for extinction to come because I am defeated & evil has won. All things come to it's end & throughout may I shall be swallowed by the darkness once again. I wonder if I will ever be free of this torment my heart & body feels like it will never soar again.

I will never be the same!

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