I’m getting tired. Our company is doing layoffs and I want to be more independent. I’m 30 and I’ve put in more work and investment into myself than most I know. Its still too hard to move on under these financial conditions. Its a bit depressing as I’ve sold most of my things and focused on what’s important to me. Even still, its getting harder. Can’t wait for abundance to come.

My father recently offered me $10,000 to keep safe and help my brother and sister survive. Its too hard to explain how little $10,000 USD is worth and how little it can provide in the future.

The only choice is Bitcoin and giving up on all the systems that he believes will be there to help. Continuing to do things that others around me think are crazy is fatiguing.

I know there are many of us who produce value, but it is hard to find a place where you can thrive on that and create excess for saving. Seems like the remaining trade offs include reducing my living standard and safety to a point so low that it brings even more risk than it alleviates.

Michigan is lost and its businesses are broken so much more than the people here realize.

Debt to fix this or do that is a siren song that calls for us. Don’t crash the ship.