I am choosing a side. The side is running a node with Core.

I am missing what you miss about my decision. It's like saying a 3rd party vote is a wasted vote in presidential elections, or that consciously abstaining from the vote is an invalid option.

I made a decision, I continue to make decisions, I continue to participate, I laid out all my reasons why.

What do your emotions contribute to the situation? Positive change? Clarity? I'm not certain, so I have to ask.