nostr:npub1pt6l3a97fvywrxdlr7j0q8j2klwntng35c40cuhj2xmsxmz696uqfr6mf6 :apuhammer: Thank you for clearing that up. That is really scary honestly, but it explains why she's so fascinated with torture. She's tortured her brain to the point that it isn't even tortured, merely stimuli floating in the abstract
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> stimuli floating in the abstract
That's exactly right. She also explicitly said that she saw no difference between pleasure and pain. Although that is similar to a viewpoint I've heard expressed by prostitutes generally...
nostr:npub1pt6l3a97fvywrxdlr7j0q8j2klwntng35c40cuhj2xmsxmz696uqfr6mf6 Yeah, although I assume it's different for other prostitutes since they simply go through something so terrible that it's the only way they can psychologically keep existing. Whereas Aella was like durr what if i durrr hurr rdurrr explodered my brainerrr druhdrdfsd
