Hold my hand then and let's learn what there is to learn.

I asked Ayahuasca what could I do and it told me to open my heart in thankfulness.

So I will make this a practice.

Its just that we need to be empty of pain and resentment. And cry what there is to cry. Give our tears to the earth. And when we are there all broken we can be grateful for everything else.

I just stopped eating.

That's all I can do now...