The balance between Pride and Humility.
This part of the Tucker Carlson podcast provided a lightning bolt of goosebumps for me.
Initially when I moved to Texas, joined a company that provided an aligned purpose, and started my own podcast, there was a striking force of momentum within me that made me ultra-productive.
Lately, l've lost some of that drive and motivation. As I reflect in retrospect on some of the parts of my ego that were healed from either plant medicine retreats, community, and/or other self-help activities, I began to realize that there was a great sense of drive from prideful fear.
As Cernovich describes, when you enter into a spiritual realization, humility and humbleness presides. Heart intelligence activates.
I'm reestablishing my sense of motivation and purpose through my natural, God-given gifts. Not becoming complacent, but being brutally honest, finding balance, and changing perspective.
What is the "Why?" behind what you're doing?