If you're new here I inolore you to dig deep. Try harder. Don't give up. If you're frustrated, step back and come back again later.
Dont let them call you a normie. You're here because you aren't really normal. Don't go back to normie world.
You may recueve help, you may not, but you dont really have to be a dev.
1 step at a time. That's how you #nostr.